TRYING NOT TO GET MY HOPES UP

Mark told me that he might get to come home for labor day weekend.  I am SO trying not to get my hopes up!  It would be pretty much right in the middle of our separation AND would be the weekend just before my 30th birthday.  OH MYLANTA!  I think that it would be JUST the pick-me-up that I need at that point!  But, I am not going to get my hopes up.  I am not going to look forward to it.  I am not going to plan on it.  I'm just going to go with the flow and pray about it.  *sigh*  Easier said than done...